c.r.a.z.y.

The only reason why.. i went to Malacca last week is to forget about him.

Forget how i used to love him.very much.

Forget all the pain.

Forget everything about him.

Try to find the courage to leave him.

But.. i was wrong.

He has all the reason in the world that i can definitely hate or leave him.

But he has the most important why i want to stay despite all the messes and tears.

He made me be better person.

Every time i walk in the mall.. in Malacca

I was trying to look something and bought him something that he may like.

I was thinking how to cheer he up.

I was thinking how possibly he right and im wrong.

I was thinking how am i supposed to make things right with him.

In fact when i typing this message .. i’m missing him.

Just look at him.. make my heart beat faster.

Just think of him.. make my heart in pain but happy at the same time.

Am i that crazy??