c.r.a.z.y.

The only reason why.. i went to Malacca last week is to forget about him.

Forget how i used to love him.very much.

Forget all the pain.

Forget everything about him.

Try to find the courage to leave him.

But.. i was wrong.

He has all the reason in the world that i can definitely hate or leave him.

But he has the most important why i want to stay despite all the messes and tears.

He made me be better person.

Every time i walk in the mall.. in Malacca

I was trying to look something and bought him something that he may like.

I was thinking how to cheer he up.

I was thinking how possibly he right and im wrong.

I was thinking how am i supposed to make things right with him.

In fact when i typing this message .. i’m missing him.

Just look at him.. make my heart beat faster.

Just think of him.. make my heart in pain but happy at the same time.

Am i that crazy??

F.r.A.n.G.r.A.n.C.e.

while browsing for new perfume, i saw this Sa Sa Fragrance Awards 2008 website. so.. i took the chance to find something interesting, new and nice perfume.

a brief look at the various categories and nominees.

Best Women's Fragrance

• Femme by Boss
• Be Delicious by DKNY
• Gucci By Gucci by Gucci
• Daisy by Marc Jacobs
• Romance by Ralph Lauren
• Princess by Vera Wang

Best Men's Fragrance

• Pure by Boss
• CK IN2U Him by Calvin Klein
• London by Dunhill
• Polo Explorer by Ralph Lauren

Best Celebrity Fragrance

• Midnight Fantasy by Britney Spears
• Deseo by Jennifer Lopez

Best Couple Fragrance

• CK IN2U Her/Him by Calvin Klein
• Code Donna/ Armani Code by Giorgo Armani
• XX/ XY by Hugo

Best Bottle Design & Packaging

• Flight of Fancy by Anna Sui
• Midnight Fantasy by Britney Spears
• Be Delicious by DKNY
• Daisy by Marc Jacobs
• Princess by Vera Wang

Fragrance of the Year 2008

• Pure by Boss
• Diamond by Emporio Armani
• Daisy by Marc Jacobs
• Princess by Vera Wang

Special consumer lifestyle choice award:

Sweet & Romantic

• Deseo by Jennifer Lopez
• Daisy by Marc Jacobs
• Romance by Ralph Lauren

Casual & Chic

• Cool Water Woman by Davidoff
• Deseo by Jennifer Lopez
• Princess by Vera Wang

Sexy & Exotic

• Flight of Fancy by Anna Sui
• Midnight Fantasy by Britney Spears
• Cool Water Woman by Davidoff

one of nominees best bottle design and packaging
cantik kan?

one of nominees for fragrance of the year tak silap aku dis one yang didi ada..
ye kan dids? best bau dia..

design dia cantik.. bau dia sedap.. :)

deseo by J.Lo
bentuk dia mcm ice kan?

cumel sgt ni!

g.i.r.l.s.i.n.m.y.c.i.r.c.l.e.

dapat idea ni setelah tengok blog didi. huhuhu... terharunya. :) hahahah.. then, datang email nih dr kak as (MITI). so terus ade idea nak gi post it kat dalam blog nih.

When I was little,
I used to believe in the concept of one best friend,
And then I started to become a woman.
And then I found out that if you allow your heart to open up,
God would show you the best in many friends.


One friend is needed when you're going through things with your man.
Another friend is needed when you're going through things with your mom.
Another will sit beside you in the bleachers as you delight in your children and their activities.
Another when you want to shop, share, heal, hurt, joke, or just be.
One friend will say, 'Let's cry together,
' Another , 'Let's fight together,'
Another , 'Let's walk away together.'

One friend will meet your spiritual need, Another your shoe fetish,
Another your love for movies,
Another will be with you in your season of confusion,
Another will be your clarifier,
Another the wind beneath your wings.


But whatever their assignment in your life,
On whatever the occasion,
On whatever the day,
Or wherever you need them to meet you with their gym shoes on and hair pulled back,
Or to hold you back from making a complete fool of yourself ..
Those are your best friends.

It may all be wrapped up in one woman,
But for many, it's wrapped up in several..
One from 7th grade,
One from high school,
Several from the college years,
a couple from old jobs,
On some days your mother,
On some days your neighbour,
On others, your sisters,
And on some days, your daughters.


thanks for being in my circle.

a.k.u.d.a.n.d.i.r.i.m.u.

lately ni la.. lagu yang aku duk dgr berulang kali. lagu dia mcm best.
aku suke dgr sebab lagu dia mcm lagu with you-chris brown tu..
buat kau rase nak tersenyum jek.. :)

Tiba saatnya kita, saling bicara,
tentang perasaan yang, kian menyiksa,
tentang rindu yang menggebu,
tentang cinta yang tak terungkap.

Sudah terlalu lama, kita berdiam,
tenggelam dalam gelisah, yang tak teredam,
meme-nuhi, mimpi-mimpi, malam kita.

[Reff:]
Duhai cinta ku, sayang ku, lepaskanlah,
perasaan mu, rindu mu, s’luruh cinta mu,
dan kini hanya, ada aku, dan diri mu,
sesaat, di keabadian.

Jika sang waktu bisa, kita hentikan,
oh, dan s’gala mimpi-mimpi jadi kenyataan,
meleburkan semua batas,
antara kau dan aku,
kita…

[Reff]

[Interlude]

Duhai cinta ku, sayang ku, lepaskanlah,
perasaan mu, rindu mu, s’luruh cinta mu,
[Reff] ^

b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l.f.r.e.n.s.h.i.p.

s.e.p.i.

last saturday, i went to watch sepi with my beloved ones.. kat mid valley@8.30pm. before that, we went to watch hancock at signatures@the gardens 6.40 pm. hancock supposely abis kul 8.10 mlm.. (if starts on time!). but then it didn't start on time. kul 8.20 aku ngan mila pun berjalanla lelaju ke gsc mid valley plak sbb tak nak miss starting citer sepi. fortunately, we reach there even before 8.30 pm!! as usual.. movie tu tak start on time jugak.. (buat penat jek aku jalan laju2!)..

i have a good feeling that this movie is veryyyyyyy touching!

yes, it is!

it's sooo touching smpai aku tak tau bape kali aku nangis. dialog dia mimik muke pelakon dia jalan citer dia semua menjadi punca kepada tangisan aku.uwaaaaaaa!!! hehehehe.. touching siot!
so.. aku nak declare citer ni will be one of my favourite movies which is.. kalau ade dvd, tengok citer ni 15 kali (mcm when harry met sally ) pun xpe!

honestly.. aku tak tau mcm mane nak describe bestnya citer tu. mmg citer tu tak mcm citer CINTA langsung sbb aku memang tak ingat pun if aku ade comparekan both citer tu sepanjang aku tgk movie tu. citer tu original. cite tu pasal harapan. :) so.. sbb aku sgt sukakan citer ni aku bagi 4 bintang setengah!

anyway.. aku lupe pasal puisi ni. jiwang tapi.. sebab dia ada dalam movie ni, so aku copy gakla.

Bisikku pada bulan
Kembalikan temanku
Kekasihku, syurgaku

Tanpa dia
Malam menemaniku
Sepi memelukku

Bulan jangan biar siang
Biar malam ini kelam
Biar ia sepi sepertiku

i.m.y.o.u.r.s.

i'm yours

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melodys
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family ([2nd time:] ah, la happy family)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love


I won't hesitate no more
Oh no more no more no more
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved, I'm sure
Theres no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No I won't hesitate no more, no more
This cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours, I'm yours

a.m.i.r.u.l.h.a.k.i.m.i.

amirul hakimi - dia anak kepada kakak aku, syed muhamad amirul hakimi. dia kire special interest aku. pape pun.. dia akan dapat perhatian penuh dr aku. sangat petah bercakap. kadang2 smpai kau tak larat nak layan. then dia hyperactive. sangat hyperactive. dia boleh bemain dan bercakap satu hari suntuk tanpa rase penat. dia bebel mcm mak nenek biarpun umur baru 3 tahun. kire dengan dia, kau boleh lawan cakapla. kau pun akan faham ape yang dia tuturkan. dia suke belakon.. pura-pura mati la, pura-pura main komputer, pura-pura cedera parah. dia sangat takut dengan ikon iklan DIGI tu. dia panggil bende tu MAMAMU sempena lagu bersamamu.
kalau kite tak nak dengar cakap dia.. nanti dia ckp, "nak kimi masukkan dalam bilik gelap?
hah.. takut!" banyak bende lawak dia buat. tapi dia innocently buatla. pade dia, kenapa seme orang gelakkan dia?? dia tak de buat lawak pun!
insya allah awal tahun depan dia bakal dapat adik. tak tahula mcm mane dia nanti.
dia tak biase lagi ade adik. 3 tahun dh bermanja ngan mak ayah dia. tetibe nak ade adik.
bawah ni ade beberapa gambar dia mase raya ngan mase dia berlakon kekonon pandai main komputer.

t.a.k.e.a.b.o.w.

okeh.. ni interest aku skang. heheh.. which is.. mcm lagu nubhan.. aku dgr lagu ni berulang2 kali.
lagu ni sgt sarcastic! but i like it..very much!
lagu ni sgt sesuwai ngan pompuan2 yang kene tipu ngan bfren dia.. (when he don't deserve second chance pun!)

TAKE A BOW

How bout a round of applause?
Standin ovation...
Ooooh
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standin' outside my house
Tryin' to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
(Please)
Just cut it out

Don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show
You really had me goin'
But now it's time to go
Curtains finally closin'
That was quite a show
Very entertainin'
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone
(You better hurry up)
Before the sprinklers come on
Talkin' bout "Girl, I love you you're the one..."
This just looks like a re-run
(Please)
What else is on?

And don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show
You really had me goin'
But now it's time to go
Curtains finally closin'
That was quite a show
Very entertainin'
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

ohhhhhh And the award for the best liar goes to you
For makin' me believe
That you could be
Faithful to me
Let's hear your speech
oh...

How bout a round of applause?{laugh}
Standin' ovation.......

But you put on quite a show
You really had me goin'
Now it's time to go
Curtains finally closin'
That was quite a show
Very entertaining' eyeahhhhh
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

But it's over now...

a.d.a.u.n.t.u.k.m.u.

lagu ni baru jek aku dpt dr blog abang aku. biarpun dids akan ckp.. sapela mamat nubhan ni tapi.. aku suke lagu ni. mcm terharu jek baca lirik dia.
so.. ni interest aku yang terbaru. dgr lagu ni berulang2 kali.. :)

Ada untukmu

Di sana pungguk menanti mengharap bulan membalas rindu di hati
Di sini aku berdiri menunggu penuh dengan kesabaran
Tanpa manis madah, janji yang puitis untuk persembahan
Hanya ketulusan sekeping hati suci
Aku berikan kasih kalau itu yang kau mahu dariku
Aku berikan cinta untuk membahagiakan harimu
Aku sayang dirimu biar pun nafasku sampai terhenti
Akanku kota janji kita
Mendirikan Taj Mahal cinta
Seteguh kasih Shah Jahan kepada Mumtaznya
Terasa indah pabila berdua semakin tiba saat bahagia meraih cinta kita
Aku berikan kasih kalau itu yang kau mahu dariku
Aku berikan cinta untuk membahagiakan harimu
Aku sayang padamu biarpun nafasku sampai terhenti
Akan ku kota janji kita
Mendirikan taj mahal cinta kita
Seteguh kasih Shah Jahan kepada Mumtaznya

i.k.l.a.n.j.a.p.(s.p.e.c.i.a.l.4.y.a.n.t.i.)

yanti kate aku takde tulis yang baik pasal dia. anyway.. aku dh terfikir ape senarai kebaikan kau.. :)

• kau suke makan.. (tapi magicnye - kau tak gemuk2)
• kau suke ajak kumpul ramai2 .. (aku sgt suke - sbb leh lepak ngan korg lelama)
• kau kreatif .. (kalau nak hias majlis kawen aku leh mintak kau tlg!)
• tapi.. aku tak leh ckp kau normal sbb hakikat dan hakikinya kau tak normal.. :)

tak kisah ape pun aku ckp psl kau.. kau antara kawn aku paaaaaaling best!

w.h.e.n.h.a.r.r.y.m.e.t.s.a.l.l.y.

Ni bende paling aku suke buat. tgk when harry met sally. rasenya dh lebih 15 kali aku tengok citer ni. memula just tgk kat HBO then addict.. so aku beli dvd (tahu tak betapa payahnye cari dvd dia???) aku carik2 selama beberapa bulan.. then aku jumpe kat Speedy Mid Valey. ape yang best tentang movie ni??

citer ni tak penah membosankan. :)
the story about how 2 stranger became frens then fall in love.

harry said : " No, no, no, I never said that... Yes, that's right, they can't be friends. Unless both of them are involved with other people, then they can... This is an amendment to the earlier rule. If the two people are in relationships, the pressure of possible involvement is lifted... That doesn't work either, because what happens then is, the person you're involved with can't understand why you need to be friends with the person you're just friends with. Like it means something is missing from the relationship and why do you have to go outside to get it? And when you say "No, no, no it's not true, nothing is missing from the relationship," the person you're involved with then accuses you of being secretly attracted to the person you're just friends with, which you probably are. I mean, come on, who the hell are we kidding, let's face it. Which brings us back to the earlier rule before the amendment, which is men and women can't be friends."

one of the famous quote in the story is " men and women can't be friends because the sex part always gets in the way." :). definitely, aku tak setuju part sex tu but aku setuju yang men and women can't be besfren. frens maybe. sebab.. one of them could fall one and another. betul kan?? let me ask you.. do you have men/women frens that just frens?? either you or him/her or both of you looking for deeper relationship. :) rite?? sometimes bukan sbb deeper relationship. but.. when your besfren (either men or women) finds his/her soulmate or even just steady.. as frens you might have a little bit feeling awkward. feel of losing somebody you rely on quite a while. :) selepas berkawan terlalu lama.. suddenly ade somebody which bukan kau ade dalam life dia gak. dimana kat situ.. kau akan jadi orang kedua. :(... although hate that feeling.. tapi u remains beside him/her sbb kau dh terlalu biase dia ada dalam life kau. and the question is.. boleh ke kau jadi besfren utk pasangan dia jugak? besfren tu too much to ask. let say... bley ke kau jadi kawan kat steady dia juga?? it s a deeeeeeeeeeep thought!!
anyway.. bukan sebab tu aku suke citer ni. citer ni enjoy... and never bores me..! :) last but not least.. bawah ni quote dr one of scene dalam citer ni..

"I love that you get cold when it's 71 degrees out. I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich. I love that you get a little crinkle above your nose when you're looking at me like I'm nuts. I love that after I spend the day with you, I can still smell your perfume on my clothes. And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night. And it's not because I'm lonely, and it's not because it's New Year's Eve. I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible."
if ade mase - try cari dvd ni if not pinjam je kat aku. then.. korg akan ckp " bestla citer ni!"
feel free to log on : www.whenharrymetsallythemovie.com

m.y.f.r.e.n.s.

my first interest - spent time wit my frens.

as in the picture - me, yanti, dids, min and lin.
kawan dengan dorang ni sgt best. dan sgt banyak bende aku dpt belajar. :)
yanti - sgt banyak ckp dan disorganized in terms of relationships.. :)
dids - she always knew what she wants.. ( she didn't bother what people think about her)
Min - sgt matang dan paaaaling normal dikalangan kami.. (dia mcm majalah intelektual yg kau boleh bwk ke mana shj!)
lin - mempunyai sifat keibuan.. hehehe.. sgt caring (dia pun mcm dids - dia tahu ape yg dia nak)

dlm gambar tu ade 8 org tapi aku kenal cume - anne, maya, cipis, yuha dan wani.
anne - nampak normal dan pendiam tapi dia paaaling tak normal (yg pkai baju hijau)
maya - suke buat bende ikut gamble jek tapi manja.. (yg pakai baju kuning)
cipis - muka garang, susah senyum, serius but then kakak yg baik ( terselit antara anne n maya)
yuha - hehe.. suka buat lawak.. dan mmg dia pelawak biarpun bakal cikgu.. (yg pkai spek)
wani - dia jenis happy go lucky.. sgt susah nak tgk dia mayah ( sebelah aku)

me and che2

mila, ayol and max

lelaki berempat ni - geng kamcing
che2 - manja,bebudak tapi semangat setiakawan sgt tinggi (fuhyoo!)
mila - (nanti aku komen sbb dia special sket)
ayol - dia..... in simple word s.e.t.a.n.
max - complicated!

my other frens - kak olyn and shue
kak olyn - manja, ganas and sgt baik.. ( dia sgt kreatif bile wat hantaran)
shue - tegas biarpun nampak lembut, happy person.. (sgt suke senyum)

these are people who i love to spent my time wit. biarpun kdg2 lawak2 dorg tak leh trime emotionally, mentally and fizikali yet I'm glad get to know them. :)